:song of the moment:
I Made It - Kevin Rudolf

Today

:song of the moment:
Awake and Alive - Skillet

Nothing really new to post just a new 'song of the moment'
Amazing lyrics


:song of the moment:
Leona Lewis - Happy

Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days i feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause i'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it's just that i can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

New year, new life, new me!

Wow I can't believe its been so long since I've posted last. Things have been busy for sure. Brian and I have been hanging out a lot lately and I'm having a blast! It's a great feeling to be happy again :)

I am still working on the website with Mariah, things are slower but we're moving along.

Still trying to sell the condo, we've only had 3 open houses since November and no luck yet. I am definitely crossing my fingers though.

Feeling happy, ready for a new year and a new life!!

: song of the moment :
Jaicko - Oh Yeah

Happy Halloween!

Halloween was a blast! Downtown was very tame compared to the last time I was there. Lots of great costumes!

Hope everyone had a great time!

The song of the moment is a band we actually saw downtown.

:song of the moment:

Cage the Elephant - Back Against the Wall

Whew

Just realized it's been a while since my last post.

Things are definitely going good. Still working out condo stuff which seems to be starting at day 1 now with a whole group of new people. The original people we were working with was like talking to a brick wall and never communicated with me. Eventually he told us that he is not wheda approved and now we must work with someone else...augh! Frustrating to say the least.

On a lighter side I am officially down 24 lbs. I am feeling good and well on my way to look super hot for Aprils wedding. lol

I got a new schedule at work which is amazing! I now get to work like a normal adult Monday-Friday 8:30-5! It's about time! It will be super nice getting off work and still somewhat light out.

talk to you soon!

:song of the moment:
Jay-Z - Run this town

Checking in...

Well it's been a bit so I thought I would update everyone. Things are going good with me. I am working more and more on the "business" which is keep me quite busy. Work has been super slow so I've been getting done early. It's super nice and that gives me a chance to help Mae with her homework. She is doing really good!!! I am very impressed with her Math skills! We are also working on spelling and using her spelling words in her vocabulary.

Nothing really new with the condo stuff. He is going to see if he can just refinance and buy me out right away. Which will be super nice, but I'm not getting my hopes up quite yet. But when this is all over you better believe I am throwing a "I have no house" warming party!

I am really starting to look at this all as a good thing. It might just be the best thing thats happened to me! I am ready to get on with my life and stop looking back.
AND I am finally realizing that I am doing things for me!!! (and typing me and I, instead of we and our! yay!) For the last five years I have done things for someone else and put myself second. It is the greatest feeling knowing that I am all I have to worry about. I went to target the other day and didn't have to buy men's deodorant and body wash! And no more buying stuff for my house! My bill was super cheap! Another reason being single and homeless is working out for me.


:song of the moment:
It's my time - Fabolous